I am feeling much better today thanks to all the love and support I got from friends and family in real life and in this wonderful blog world. All your positivity and comfort really lifted my spirits and I am getting back to center again. Thank you ALL so much!!
I figure I can look at it this way: I am P.U.P.O. (pregnant until proven otherwise). If it doesn't work out then we'll deal with it then, but I am not going to allow myself to fear something that hasn't happened yet. Right now I am going to look at the glass half full. My doctor DID say that it is very probable that this really could work for us. (That's a lot coming from him since he is usually quite dry when we're looking for encouragement. I guess he has to be in his profession.)
I was feeling a little crampy last night overnight...not sure if that means anything. Implantation? Maybe nothing? I'm trying not to read too much into my symptoms since most are probably imagined. It's hard though...I am just so aware of my body...every twinge, every little sensation... especially where our embryos are hopefully still thriving.
Thanksgiving with the family will be a good distraction from this day to day roller coaster. Just 9 more days until my blood test....sounds like a short amount of time, yet it seems so far away!
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